Saturday, April 12, 2025

My Journey In Academia: Lessons Learned

                                            My Journey In Academia: Lessons Learned

27 March 2025

 

Below are some learnings from my personal experience — as a student, educator, researcher and an administrator. 

 

Executive Summary of the Learnings

 

As a student: Setting the right research culture is important and needs deliberate, concerted and collective effort over time so that it gets into the ethos of every member of the institute. 

 

As an educator & researcher: Academic knowledge construction happens at different levels. Moving beyond research questions of narrow focus to questions that can serve to integrate seemingly different knowledge is important to advance our horizons. 

 

As an administrator: Explicit setting up of “platforms” for the integration of the academic talent pool is crucial and requires clear separation from administrative duties.      

 

 

As a Student — Setting the Right Research Culture

Undergrad at PSG Tech, Coimbatore

I distinctly remember the lab sessions we used to have as undergrads — particularly the viva questions. The questions would be something like, “Why can’t we eat grass?” or “Why don’t bacteria grow on toothbrushes?” etc. These questions, though I didn’t know the answers to them, served to trigger the curiosity and search for answers. This curiosity was not an isolated phenomenon, but almost everyone in the classroom was driven by such questions. In retrospect, I understand that the faculty members had a clear focus — to trigger curiosity, and nudge us to ask questions and to seek answers ourselves. Furthermore, they were not judgmental when we didn’t know the answers — only more nudging. In the recent alumni meeting, celebrating the 25th year of the department, alumni across the batches recollected similar experiences and attributed their current mindset to this culture in the department. 

Lesson

Not being judged and being driven by curiosity is key to learning and growth. 

 

Research Intern at NCBS, Bangalore

1.     As an intern at NCBS, I was part of the regular lab meetings. During these lab meetings, which usually ran into a few hours — students would take turns in presenting either the current literature, or, their work, or a software demo (I was in a computational lab, and the PI was Prof. Sowdhamini). What was unique about the lab meetings was that the PI also used to be on the schedule! The very first time I understood that one could use the distance formula to calculate distance between atoms in PDB structure was when Prof. Sowdhamini mentioned it during her illustration as part of a larger calculation. This clearly not only signaled the importance attached to lab meetings, but also served to emphasize that learning is a life-long activity. 

Lesson

Explicit demonstration that learning is a life-long activity is important to set the right research culture. 

2.     I was also fortunate to attend some of the annual work seminars — which no student or faculty missed for any reason! Right from the Director to any project intern attended it and witnessed the exchange of ideas and contentions on ideas! 

Lesson

Setting the right research culture is a collective effort in an institution. 

Graduate Student at NUS, Singapore 

1.       My first experience that I distinctly remember with my advisor Prof. Raj Rajagopalan, then the Head of the Department, was his holding the door for me to enter! This gesture of his — a Head of the Department holding the door for a young student — was startling to say the least! Later he would say to us that graduate students are junior faculty members of the department, and he would even discuss some of the departmental functioning with us informally. 

Lesson

Treating students and younger colleagues as equals is important for grooming them as next-generation academics. 

2.     I proposed a journal club forum in our department even as a first-year graduate student. The idea was to create a platform to discuss contemporary topics and also trigger new thoughts in the areas of interest. The proposal was immediately approved by my advisor, then the HoD, who forwarded it to the faculty members and encouraged it. While the journal club was primarily run by the students, faculty members and visiting professors to the department would also join, at least occasionally. I distinctly remember having Prof. Bill Krantz in one of the journal clubs; he threw questions for thinking that are beyond, but related to, the topic of discussion (including ethical issues). This was an eye-opener for me personally on the different dimensions that a particular research idea has. I am told that this journal club still continues, albeit with a different focus. 

Lessons 

a)    It is important to have a supportive senior mentor who can envision the impact of an initiative on the overall growth of the department/institution, and facilitate the realization of the idea. 

b)    It is important to create “platforms” which can serve as sounding boards for ideas, and bring in like-minded people, senior and junior, to be members of such platforms.   

 

3.    My PhD — Research as “Discovery” of “Truth” 

 

As with any PhD student, my trajectory was not smooth — I expected that my advisor would hand down research questions and I just had to figure out how to do it. But this is what my supervisor, Prof. Raj had to say during a conversation: “If I know what to do, I only need a technician to the complete the work — I don’t need a PhD student!” Unfortunately, the educational culture that I had grown up looked up to the “professor” and assumed the professor knew it all. This was very confusing to me and I couldn’t come to terms with it until about 4th year into my PhD — which is when I had the fun of “discovering” Nature. As we were analyzing the data I had, my supervisor and I were “connecting” the data logically and constructing a “story” out of it. That was eye-opening for me — because all through the days I had assumed that knowledge would present itself — but here we had to look at the data from multiple perspectives and be creative (and logical) in framing an explanation for the data. I was so exhilarated to discover Nature’s little secrets (=The Truth) at the end of my PhD. Little did I realize that I was conveniently ignorant of the larger issues in the field. I also did not realize at that time the huge difference in the ontological assumptions behind using the words “constructing” knowledge vs “discovering” knowledge. 

 

Lesson

PhD is just a beginning. 

 


 

As an Educator & Researcher — Knowledge Dissemination, Consumption, and Construction

At SASTRA, Thanjavur

 

As a young faculty member, fresh after PhD, I was all enthusiastic about teaching — wanting to convey to students everything I knew! I did my best to disseminate the textbook knowledge into their little brains. But this was unsettling for me. I felt that I was not tapping into the potential of students — but didn’t know how to. I introduced my students to newer frontiers in the courses I taught — but I realized that all I was doing was making them consume more knowledge. I wasn’t giving them the joy of ‘discovering’ that I experienced as a PhD student. 

 

Lesson

A PhD is no license to teach; knowledge dissemination and consumption does not give the joy of discovery and learning.  

 

At ThinQ

 

Three years into teaching and research, I was perceived successful in research because I managed to get a grant and also managed to publish independently. My research proposal was a very specific problem and was driven by curiosity. But I was clueless of how to build a research career out of it. I was solving the research problem — but then stood alone, unable to connect with the larger questions. 

 

It is at this juncture that I bumped into Mohanan and Tara in 2015 — through the course “Inquiry and Integration in Education”. The course introduced us to the epistemological basis of knowledge in various domains — ranging from math, history, linguistics, physics and morality. It was clear that these seemingly different fields had something in common — reasoning & creativity. Secondly, the learning triggers in the course enabled us to construct our own knowledge — with the only condition that it adheres to the epistemic norm of rationality. This was liberating in the sense that I didn’t have to worry whether what I arrive at is the “correct” answer. And, alas, I realized that is what I was doing in research! You can never know if your conclusion from your research is “correct” — all that one can say is, given the grounds, this is the conclusion one can arrive at. We assume that this conclusion that we arrive at is what is TRUE about the world we live in. In other words, knowledge is constructed based on certain epistemic norms. We constantly make progress towards understanding Nature, but we will never be able to find out THE TRUTH — because truth is what we construct based on the epistemic norms. Over the years, I have also come to understand that certain ontological concepts can serve to integrate the seemingly different strands of academic knowledge. 

 

In this backdrop, I revisit my view of research and my own research works, only to understand that I was working on a very narrow problem (of protein-DNA specificity), which has its roots in much larger issue of robustness and repair in biological systems. However, one quickly notes that robustness is also a property of non-biological systems. Thus, there is a specific aspect of robustness that is relevant to the current work that I am doing — but there is also a broader aspect of robustness that is relevant to many other domains of study.   

 

Lessons

1.     Academic knowledge across disciplines shares epistemic and ontological commonalities. 

2.     Ground-breaking research can happen if one traces the research question beyond the immediate and tangible relevance.  

 

My view of Research — Now 

 

While research can in general be attributed as knowledge construction, we may note that it occurs at different levels. The questions I dealt with in my PhD had to do with a very specific problem where I focused on a specific system of study and generated/collected data to explain intriguing questions about that particular system (EcoRI enzyme). However, I now realize that one needs to go beyond a narrow focus of a specific problem of immediate interest. For instance, if only I had expanded the question to other DNA-binding proteins, I would have quickly realized that the problem of specificity is linked to the question of robustness in biological systems. Research questions and academic knowledge generation at that level have the potential to make a big positive dent and will not only be useful to give insights to a specific problem, but also serve to integrate several fields of study. 

 

As an administrator

At SASTRA

Since the time I was given an administrative role in our university, I have been mainly involved in streamlining processes, ensuring things are happening as per the policies of the university and dealing with huge amounts of paper work. While this has been a refreshing experience and has given me new opportunities to be part of making new policies and initiatives (I have, together with colleagues, conducted critical thinking workshops, designed courses that blend disciplinary knowledge and critical thinking for PhD students, and so on) on the one hand, it has also been a dull experience on the other. I no longer have the luxury of spending sufficient time with my PhD and PG students, or read latest research news. I no longer spend time with students after my classes — rushing immediately for a meeting or walking away, preoccupied with pending paper work and cheap ego tricks.   

 

Lesson

Academicians should be freed from administrative duties to fully realize their academic potential. 

 

At NCBS, Bangalore

 

I had the opportunity to visit NCBS again — this time, as the Associate Dean of Research (SCBT) at SASTRA — to attend their annual talks. 

 

1.     What became clear this time, after about 20 years of my initial contact with NCBS was their focus: frontiers in fundamental biology. But what was even more clear is that the research areas of faculty members working there spanned different spatial and temporal scales in biology — thus complementing one another, and not competitive

 

Lesson

In setting up an institution, it is important to have fellows/members who work on complementary ideas in order to promote healthy collaboration, and to avoid unnecessary competition. 

 

2.     Another thing I noticed at NCBS is that their administrative team took good care of all logistics for my arrival at NCBS, and gave clear instructions. Later, I found that their "meetings officer" had a PhD from UBC, Canada! 

 

Lesson

A clear separation of administration and academia is important, with a very creative and able administrative head. 

 

 

Sunday, January 05, 2025

Slow down, pause and reflect!

 Life is more than performance and delivery. Pause, reflect, and slow down your running to appreciate small things, enjoy the bounties of Nature, beauty of things around you (including human behavior!). Enjoy and cherish time with loved ones. There is nothing more rewarding than these! 

Constant seeking of external recognition, wearing a mask to belong to a group, forcing yourself to the level that you lose your self-confidence and self-esteem - are all NOT worth this life!! 

Just be YOU; savor every moment and create memories consciously!! 

Wednesday, January 01, 2025

Self-doubt


One might think that as one ages, self-doubt vanishes. How I wish that could be true!

The year of 2024 has seen me officially operating in the leadership category for one full year now. The journey has been one of self-discovery - including becoming aware of self-doubts and strategies to overcome it.

There was a brief and intense period of self-doubt during this year, particularly with respect to my leadership position. I have been fortunate to have mentors to help me out. The key help was to give assurance and point out three kinds of categories of people – those whose self-assessment and their
worthinessness match, those who estimate themselves more than their worthiness and those who estimate themselves less than their worthiness. . But what was interesting and useful was when my mentor pointed this to me and said that I fall into the last category and the anxiety that I might slip into the second category was enough to cripple. That, I think is the most insightful thing that I am keeping in my mind – helping me to sail through.

Cannot Not Do

I was aware of the idea that some people say that there are things that they cannot not do. It was not until this December 2024 that I realized that there are things that I cannot not do - it is so inherent that I seldom realized it. And this realization came in a discussion with a friend - both of us sitting in a Buddhist cave in Lonavla! Should I say, this is a Buddha-kind of revelation! :-D